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I (F18) feel as though my friend and crush (M18) rejected me because he's afraid of disappointing me, but I don't want to scare him away.

2021.12.03 00:36 UnknownRedaccted I (F18) feel as though my friend and crush (M18) rejected me because he's afraid of disappointing me, but I don't want to scare him away.

A month ago met Truman (fake name) online. I was invited to an online gaming session with a friend, and from the moment I met Truman, sparks were flying. I knew right away that he was my type and for the next few days we were non-stop texting from the moment I got up to the moment he went to bed (he lives in Britain while I live in America). We could make each other laugh just by sending emojis to each other, we both had so much in common (even down to what our cats looked like and our 1st and 2nd favorite colors were swapped), we were both laughing and smiling like dorks while just texting, and as soon as I'd get home I'd play with him and call for hours (texting afterwards till he fell asleep).
My attraction towards him was quickly skyrocketing and before I knew it, I was subtlety flirting with him in texts. I had never felt so comfortable with a person before or felt this attracted. He checked every box I had on my mental list and more. However this has been my first real crush since I was 12. I had relationships between that time, but all were online and I mostly liked the idea of being in a relationship then actually being with them (though I didn't know at first.)
I kept subtly flirting, pretending to joke, and he was 'joking' back. Then we joked that we would cuddle and then kiss each other. We both admitted that we didn't know if we were joking or not. So we asked what we would prefer, and I confessed first that I wish it was real (first time I've ever made the step in confessing). He said he also wished it was real. For the rest of that night and the next two days we were HARD flirting and lovestruck. Texting pretty much all day and getting in private calls. Even got a bit sensual.
However we both agreed that we were going too fast and needed to evaluate our feelings. I ended up sending a long text about how we needed to slow down and insecurities. We were fine for two days and were still very comfortable, but very suddenly he slowly began texting me less and less, or was just less friendly. He told me that he was very busy and is going through a lot at the time so he doesn't want to do just 1 on 1 calls for now. I knew that he had sports, work on weekends, and school. I was also sending a lot of messages. So I respected his wishes.
However then he went for a week straight without texting at all. I assumed it was because he was busy. I wasn't even sending flirty texts and was just being nice, and only sent abt 5 messages a day. However, then I saw that he was live streaming and playing games with other friends when he still hadn't sent a word to me. I interacted with him in the chat but after the live stream he still didn't say anything. Only after I had expressed that I had been harassed one day, that he actually texted me. Then after a friend told him that I'd been worried we began to text more.
I had been playing with him sometimes before this day in our friend group. I noticed that he was either talking to me less, not acknowledging the playful friendly interactions we used to do with each other, and would leave either soon after or right before I joined.
He kept saying that he couldn't fit a relationship into his life right now unless it was in real life, but he wasn't clear with his feelings towards me until I forced him to say yes or no to having romantic feelings towards me (that way I could get some closure). He said no, but it was still based on the reason of that he doesn't the mental state for a relationship.
But something has felt off. I don't know if I'm being too hopeful. However it feels as though he only said no so as to not let me have my hopes up. And everything about what's going on has triggered a lot of vibes of a twin flame chase stage. He has hidden his emotions to make others happy before (he's admitted this to me). He is absolutely the type of person to push me away so as to not have me reject him as a person or get disappointed when he can't provide what I need. It felt too sudden and too drastic a change in attitude.
TLDR: Met a guy online and we both confessed attractions to each other after clicking immediately in the span of a few days. It was really intense until we agreed to take it slow and he suddenly completely changed his attitude and personality towards me. He said that he needs space from relationships so no he doesn't like me. But it feels like a twin flame chase stage in that he just doesn't want to disappoint me or have me reject him, so he pushes me away.
Do I just wait and see where it leads? Do I stop texting him and reading our texts for a while? Or should I just try to move on? I'd never felt more comfortable and felt this much of an intense emotion before. But I also don't want to scare him off any more. It hurts like hell that our relationship magic is just gone now. Is it possible to get the magic of our friendship back?
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2021.12.03 00:36 box_of_spoons I don’t know who needs to hear this but...

You did a great job today and I’m proud of you.
Everyone is always doing their best if you take their past, their resources, and their experiences into account. So be kind to yourself; you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.
To any younger teens, try not to push away the people who genuinely care about you. Don’t rush into anything you don’t want to do just to “not fall behind” everyone else; go at your own pace for things like relationships and building your future.
And if, like me, your main source of motivation is the need to be better than everyone else, replace that source with a place of love for yourself instead. Comparing yourself to others will do nothing except kill the person you are.
Also, drink some water :)
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Hi all - Next week I'm moving to FIOS territory and finally getting fiber! I ordered the gig internet with no TV. What is my best option for strong wifi signal throughout my house (3 floors)?
I'm a gamer and plan on gaming in the attic. However, the internet comes in through the basement so I'm worried about coverage and signal strength in the attic.

Which option looks best (or am I missing an option) - Please help!

  1. Buy Verizon modem and wifi extender
  2. Buy Google Nest Mesh wifi - I heard I can plug this in directly in to the ONT and quickly scale by buying additional units so I can reach my attic
  3. Use Moca - My entire house is wired with coax (including attic). I could use my Nighthawk router, connect a Moca adapter to my coax hub and connect directly to the internet in my attic.
Any thoughts or suggestions on what the best option is? Seems Moca is pretty attractive since almost every room in my house is wired with coax, including my attic.
Thanks for the help!!
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