I keep relapsing and I hate myself

2021.12.03 01:52 Appropriate_Ad_363 I keep relapsing and I hate myself

I know all the reasons, all the logical arguments why I have to stay away from my ex but fuck, shit is so hard.
My ex cheated on me and for the first week after the break up, she was the one keep reaching out to me to say she regrets it and she loves me so much. That it was the mistake of that moment only, it was a one night stand. My heart was broken beyond repaired.
Second week, now I am the one that is ridiculous. I know she will be there if I reach out because she told me so. So when I felt down, I reached out, heard some sweet words from her then feel a little better. Until the next time, repeat. I know she has been sleeping around after the break up too because she told me (we have only broken up for 3 ish weeks). She also kept saying she only wants me, that the moment I take her back, she will drop everything to be with me, to make up for me. (But I guess in the mean time, she is still completely comfortable fucking around and going on dates).
She is like a drug, so fucking bad but I feel so fucking good to be around her because she is so good at sweet talking, says things makes me feel special. But that's all, just words. Like today, we were planning to meet but she missed it and I couldn't get a hold of her because she was busy sleeping. Then later, I was the one that went out of my way, went to her apartment to meet her. And like I expected, her voice soothed my pain temporary.
And I got home, now I feel terrible again. I keep destroying my self worth and I hate myself. I wish I could just pack everything and leave this place, to be physically away from her but I cannot afford to do it. I cannot even trust myself, the chance of me keep doing this is so high. For now, despite all the meet ups with her, I am still firm on not coming back. But this is just the same as stucking in that toxic relationship.
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2021.12.03 01:52 rRazorback9999 I modded StarCraft to include Padoru

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2021.12.03 01:52 ThatChapThere Add Customisable Drop Blocks

Add blocks where you can customise what items it drops when broken. You fill the block with items using a hopper.
Possible bonus feature: make it so that when you right-click on the block you can drag items in and out of the loot table, just in case you accidentally put the wrong ones in.
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2021.12.03 01:52 fistwielder Watchmen: Midnight (Ultimate Edition)

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2021.12.03 01:52 Ser_Anonymous Just started the game and it’s full of floating red balls that say “place.” Neat. (Sorry for bad quality)

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2021.12.03 01:52 Vestatio Finish questions:

I have these beautiful solid wood chairs my mother gave me years ago. They have some good age on them and the glue is starting to fall apart resulting in wobbly chairs. I plan on knocking them apart one by one and using citristrip to remove the old finish.
I’d like to clean them up and refinish them in a dark walnut color to compliment our other furniture. I was considering danish oil as I’ve used it on a few over projects with great results but never on chairs or high wear items.
I’d love input on finish options for these chairs. I’d also considered using stain with wipe on poly. Please shoot me your ideas. Thank you everyone! I greatly appreciate the wealth of knowledge on this board.
Picture below.
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2021.12.03 01:52 Titaniumspyborgbear How do I make custom hitboxes when making mods?

Hi so I'm making my first mod so I can get used to making simple things so I can advance onto making more complex things and I can't seem to find on the wiki how to make a custom hitbox, issue being the only object in the game that's roughly the same size as mine is the firework, but my object isn't a firework so I can't use it as a base, so I need a custom hitbox for it, how do I do that?
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2021.12.03 01:52 re--Birth What is an INFJ 8w7 like?

I'm an INFJ 8w7 or 8w9 (unsure which one am I). My tritype is 856. I hope I'm using it right. I was wondering if I'm an 7w8 or 8w7.
I strive for a purpose to help others for the better. I'm a confident person. Some of my friends say I get cocky and aggressive sometimes. I usually find it hard to express my emotions because I don't like others seeing me as weak. I love to be around people but sometimes I need some alone time. I also get bored easily and I prefer to have fun and entertain myself be getting in new expriences. So maybe I might be INTJ 7w8. I don't know....I get confused of my MBTI and enneagram.
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2021.12.03 01:52 CulturalWindow Coldreads Episode 7 Improv And Sketch Comedy

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2021.12.03 01:52 Sure_Reindeer_1224 This is what I wrote after noticing the star Sirius in the sky last night

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2021.12.03 01:52 Taro0ou Can't connect to game servers, How can I fix this pls FH4

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2021.12.03 01:52 Vanquished_Hope Best Indian food in the triad?

The Charlotte subreddit has a post about curry gate, the food looks great, and so no I'm jonesing, but have no interest in going to Charlotte when I know the triad can hook me up.
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2021.12.03 01:52 Initial_Hunter_5742 IWFTR

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2021.12.03 01:52 MauriceKeppler Okay hear me out

A new minecraft mod, completely the same as vanilla minecraft except for one thing.
There is a very small snail slowly making its way toward you, if it touches you, the world is deleted.
Yes, that snail.
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2021.12.03 01:52 armaghedonu1 Safari AdBlock Youtube Doesn't Load

Please see image.
What adblocks will allow me to watch youtube videos on Safari.
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2021.12.03 01:52 imNotFunny95 My pc is frozen on the “please press DEL or F2 to enter UEFI BIOS setting” no matter how many times I restart it and press F2 and delete please help

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2021.12.03 01:52 Tsaghar OR

Consider the various definations of operating system. Consider whether the operating system should include applications such as Web browsers and mail programs. Argue both that it should and that it should not, and support your answer.
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